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My grand experiment has failed.
Now keeping in mind that I havnt left apartment aside from a few necessary trips, I have been 'idle' for about a week. Knowing id have so much time on my hands, I decided to see what would happen if I didnt shave at all. Would I grow a beard? Not a full one, but would it be noticeable? Well after about three days, I couldnt really tell. I had no control in my experiment. So I only shaved half my face. Finally tonight, I realized that a) It would take me a frightening amount of time to grow a full beard and b) that, like my dad, I would have a very orange/red/brown moustache, whilst my beard would be dark like my hair and c) next time, I should let the hair on half my head grow out as well for this experiment.
It also has me thinking about exercises that you keep switching sides...what if you only did one side of your body? I know that you work your whole body, but still, in theory, I could have a clean shaven buff/ripped half of my body, and scrawny hairy other half. Something to ponder.
At least now I have an interesting "So what did you do over spring break?" answer.
Posted 1:25 AM by Chris
Hmm, I DO remember my password. Whadda ya know.
I know nobody even READS this anymore, so I figured id vent, as its 330 am and im lacking in people. I feel like im fading away. Like over the past few months, I am slowly being sucked away into some void. I rarely, if ever, actually get to see my real friends anymore. For all you know, im actually dead, and there is a very clever robot at my apartment. And hes using my stuff. Im almost 2/3 done with law school, and at the moment cannot find a summer job to save my life. "But Chris, the job markets rough". Im not looking for a job, im looking for experience. I am quite willing to work for free. And I still find nothing. Other law students, however, are finding something. Big blow to already fragile confidence. Now while I could probably live this summer without experience, it will damage me when looking for a real job. Speaking of a real job, im starting to wonder what chance in hell I have of finding a real paying job when I cant find one where ill work for free. In addition, I dont do ANYTHING. Im broke, I have class, I have no good friends close, blah blah blah. Not only do I do nothing fun, I dont do anything productive either. I go from day to day, doing what needs to be done, and I go to bed. And I dont know how to get OUT of said situation. I really feel like I could be more than I am now. And its driving me crazy. Im not moping around depressed and whatnot, I think I keep a good attitude, but everyday when things keep going the same, I feel like im just fading out of life. Or maybe its the opposite, that im getting sucked INTO life, into a mainstream of bills and organized dinner time sand filling out applications and appointments and that mound of trivial stuff that ive always swore I wouldnt let consume me, but I lack an outlet. I feel myself heading in a direction that I dont want to go in. Ive got to change SOMETHING or im going to explode.
But thats my rant.
Now that im updating again, ill try to be more cheerful. I know if you DO read this you dont want to hear me whining. I should go to bed.